= = = = =THE FREE MAN= = = = =

Yeah u can have tons of friends around you, but a really best friend is a person you can really trust, someone you can tell your secrets to and they can keep it a secret, someone to cheer you up when you're sad and someone that's always there for you. . . and cross the boundary of everything that normal friends does. . . such as they won't haggle any tiny problem with you. For me, I think both of us not jst a nrmal definition of best friend, but really a best friend that cross the definition of Brother . . .No matter what happen, we still will spend some time hanging out, of course with a lot of friends together, he will introduces his college fren to me, and of course I will introduce some of my college fren to him . . . now all his college friends almost I met before, coz I went 'Karaoke Contest' with them before ! ! ! Sometimes I just felt guilty to him, coz almost every time when some of our old fren 'jio' us for Mamak or 'higher class abit punya cafe'. I only transportation tool is him, or some of my old fren ask me for drinks . . . I got no transport, I will consider my best friend to fetch me there . . although my best friend doesn't knw them well, but I will say ' go la, u can knw them more well and I can belanja you' . After tht, he will agree to fetch me go . .haha ! ! ! Every when jst both of us out for drinks or foods, our pattern is ' this time u belanja, nxt time i belanja ' . . . .except some dinners tht really gonna hurt 'bad' on our wallet . . we will pay our own meal only . . When only both of us on a table with 2 drinks at a cafe, we can roughly spent at least 2hours only for chit-chating, both us are 鸟人 tht's why can say so much 鸟话！！I still rmb last 2years when we 're still form 5, which also EuropeCup 08 season, we're not gather together watching football at mamak, but watching at house with our own. . . but we 'phone' each other by talking about the matches and also （+） 鸟话！！we can talk from 1st match until end match which nearly 1 and half hour . . . (nvr gonna forget tht) coz talk until my housephone no battery . . . damn INSANE ! ! I always a good listener, I always listen to his secrets and gives some advice to him when he's in troubles, and mostly is me who needs more help than he does . . . nxt week maybe I will organize a 'yamcha' plan at BukitTInggi, Hope can call all friends together and hav FUN ! !

Why recently so many people starting to step toward a new experience.

Can we just be as same as the old time (5years ago) ? ?

My mind was muddled with a lot of stupid thinks . . . .

I should not figure so much issues about this . . .

But sometimes I just cannot control myself . . .

And it's totally a wasting of time . . .

Coz I'm not eligible of being part of it . . .

Or maybe it's too "mature" for me to play ? ? ?

My thinking is childish and cannot really understand people's intention . . .

But still, best friends always be along with me without any delays . . .

Whenever or whatever, I'll managed to spend some of my time hanging out with them . . .

Perhaps for me now, most importantly is friendships . . . no other contaminated thinking's possibilities again . . .

I need some time away from this, and rekindle the true of ME . . .

Today I'm so happy to see my granny finally can walk herself without anybody help. Without wheelchair...it means that my granny started to get recover, 4 months ago she fell sick of her eyes that directly affected her leg can't move smoothly...everyday she needs us to help when she wanna go out from her room. She received a lot of treatment from all hospitals around Subang and Klang, but her leg still didn't have any sign of recover...this Chinese new year I wish my granny can back to normal coz her attitude became more 'unusual' than before。。

Last week after my exam finished....I already started to enjoyed my life to fullness by going out and shopping with all my friends,as I know "holiday week=spend money week" I never doubt of this word...coz from last week till now,just a week and a half...I already spent more than RM500+ ,45percent of overall spending used in food and entertaiment activities...the rest in new clothes...I think this time I'm in big trouble...I shoudnt spend so much since nw the holiday haven't over yet....but sometimes when friends ask me out for "tea break" I just can't say "no" to them...maybe bcos I dnt knw how to reject people request....But truly,i can't continue this behavior again.... (ToT)

Exam is finally over . . . . I've waiting this moment for long time ! ! ! ! First thing I need to do after exam . . . shopping and go out with my frens . . .DAMN MISS THEM A LOT ! ! ! haha . . . . . . I give myself a 2weeks holidays to find my previous feelings . . . I can smelled the freedom beneath my steps when I walked out of the exam hall . . . WISH THIS 2WEEKS can give me a lot of surprise . . . hopefully is HAPPY MEMORIES . . .;)