This three weeks is gonna be “oily “ for me , too food delicious Klang food is waiting for me . . . .ARGGGHHH ! ! ! I can’t do that . . .I can’t consumes too Much of Food , my weight is increasing . . .and I can’t imagine this three weeks of eating + drinking +sleeping +playing . Yesterday I started to do exercises again at my house . . Right , is in my house for sure . . . its been 2 months I never touched my exercises equipment , always busy for my K.L life and mostly doing my exercises at gym . Though I gym-ing for this 2 months , but I never underestimated my own exercises equipment at house , because those things whom make me “cut off” my previous 13kg fats in just one and a half months ! ! !
2 hand grabbing 8 kilo dumb-bell and repeat the up-down motion for 39 times non-stop is not gonna be easy for me , but that’s the secret of pumped out the muscle ! ! ! After half hours . . .God Damm It . . .my arm getting sore , but I’m didn’t stop the session and keeps on increasing 10 times each . At last . . .my energies is running out , I can felt my whole body muscle fatigue by “screaming STOP “ . It freaking tired but I enjoyed the process because the Result is more concern for me . . . Tomorrow morning it’s PAINFUL FEELINGS FOR MY WHOLE BODY as everytimes when I do this kind of exercises , second day will be pay-off feelings .
As expected , I can’t even “lift up” my arm properly , WAHHHH . . . its extremely PAIN PAIN PAIN . . . I can’t barely explained that soreness of muscle . But my “spirit” wouldn’t fade out as I promised to myself that this three weeks I must show some RESULT . . .After my dinner which at 7pm , I began to planned my “ activities of exercises motion” 8pm , I prepared to go upstairs and (1)going to my guest-room (2)switch off the fan (3) opened the window to enable air-flow (4)switch on the radio to energize my “ spirit “
As all arrangement settled , I started to do the same exercises . . . . . . . . a lots of “ ARGHH “ and “WAHH “ and “PAIN “ can be heard inside the room . It seems like my muscle still can’t afford to do SUCH terrible action . . . But unfortunately , I still keep on continue . . . I didn’t care how much pain and sore felt in my whole body . . . . my spirits just flowed through-out my entire blood vessels and I already forgotten the PAIN word ! ! Luckily that “ SPIRIT “ give me some kind of saviour from dying pain . . . I like this kind of satisfaction . . .
Hope this spirit can accompany me for three weeks time , because I afraid to shivered and frightened from doing excess of gym . . Anyway. . I will appreciate every moment , EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE . . . .
About Me
MUSIC IS MY LIFE
As usual every times when holiday arrives , first thing I will do is ‘ contribute ‘ all my time at house . Every week when I was still in K.L , my schedule work is just attend lectures , attend tutorials , hang out with college friends , exercises , watching drama with more ‘frequently’ , always have my dinner at outside that is too miserable for ME . . .
Today is third days of my semester breaks , most of my friends told me it’s too ‘free ‘ and bored staying at house looking at the mon(monitor) . For me , I’m FREAKING glad to spend my sem breaks at my hometown (KLANG) . I felt a bit foolish to my friends by saying bored at house , because this is my only wish when I was still staying at outside . . .every night I will whisper in my mind by saying (hope Friday faster arrive) coz Friday is my day of return back Klang .
This week I will not plan to hang out with my old friends . . . I wanna appreciate every moment and action in my house , ( HOME SWEET HOME ) . So sorry for you all . . . promised next week I will recover ( rehab at home ) , and ready for movie , football , etc . . . .
Yesterday I went Bukit Tinggi Jusco , which located near my new house there . this week got lots of promotion . . . no matter on clothes , trousers . . . even nike shoes but in old fashion . Despite its crowded with people , especially Malays coz during Hari Raya promo . . . its reasonable for buyers to purchases any clothes they want for their Raya . . . Me and my families just ‘celebrate together ‘ with them by ‘ shopping together ‘ with them . My eyes just can’t concentrate on those clothes . . maybe because I’m tired of going out again . . .its really really tired . I kept yawning and yawning until my mom noticed my action . She told me ‘ you should be happy dad bring you here to buy clothes ‘ . . . I didn’t give any obvious respond . Suddenly my mom pointed a short trousers to me , I looked at the trouser not more than 3 seconds , then just told my mom to buy it . . After that , they still busying for shopping . . . I just move to NIKE session and see whether got any good shoes . . . this Tuesday I should go Pavilion Mall buy shoes , since all my friends lazy to go there . So I just have to say “too bad” for my shoes . . . the shoes is quite ok but not fits me because all is basketball shoes , and most importantly EXPENSIVE ‘ above RM300 ‘ My budjet is just Rm250 . . . how to buy even it’s less 10% ONLY ( stingy NIKE ) ! ! ! ! In this one and a half hours , I still haven’t buy any shoes . . .GOSH . . . hope next time I wouldn’t be so picky about shoes .
NEXT NEXT Week will be‘ someone ‘ birthday . . .and I still haven’t buy any present , this Tuesday I said I will buy for her but after that is me bought my own stuff . . .Ha HA HA . . . 21years old girl should interested on something that is more reliable rather than those stupid souvenir . . .OK . .I think will buy a shirts . . .WISH this present can "appear" before 29-9-2009 . . .
FINALLY . . . .FINALLY I can smelled the freedom of ended my first semester exam , I never forget this exam since this is my first ( REAL EXAM ) in my college life . The last day that is accounting paper , really gave me some sort of surprises because I managed to answered all the questions given in less than 2hours ( really my very first time finish accounting paper in precise time ) . I still remember in secondary my account exam really gonna takes me more than the 2 hours time to answer all questions , overall the questions is quite OK . . ( I didn’t stuck any questions ) but after I discussed with my friends that their answer some are different with me , I started to get panic ! ! ! Hope this FINAL EXAM can scored as high as possible , because Maybe I can get some “subsidies money” or “cool gadgets” from my dad . HAHAHA . . . . .
If this exam finished , means I have 2 weeks left before my second semester to be arrive , I love it although just 2 weeks , 2 weeks I can :
1)eat Bah Kut Teh as much as possible
2) sleep until 11 or 12 pm in order to reach sufficient “energy”
3)have a better or good communication with my family members
4)listen my grandmother speaking Hokkien(even though I not quite understand hokkien)
5) extra time to play games (fallout3 +thesims3+fear2+disgaea2+dirt2+nfs:shift and much more)
6)watching M.U lose and LIVERPOOL win . . .
7)eat proper and healthy home dinner ( outside food M.S.G contained )
8)see and look how is klang situation going . . .
9)invite my cousin go have some supper
10) hang out with my old friends . . (football +mvie+games +u named it . . . .)
Yesterday the second after exam , our guys can’t wait to release all the “stress” by singing at Green Box located at Sungai Wang . . 10am go for karaoke (GOTTA BE KIDDING ME)our voices still haven’t balance yet in morning . As we arrived at there , seems like the Green Box still “empty singers” and just thirteen of us . After that worker show us the karaoke room that we book (Damn Huge) I never been in such V.I.P room before . . .must thanks our very Leader (T.C.Y) , assistant leader (me) just a name without any important contribution . Hahaha . . .
But after all , we having a Great Time at there (singing + joking + eating + teasing + hugging + talking + walking) = (worth the price)
But there’s not perfect , still got some problems
1)(the food that I’ve ordered = porriage is damn AWFUL )but still , I finished it all since I’m freaking hungry.
2) I can’t sing that song named (mou lai) . . . haizzz . . .HAHa
3)Some of those girls afraid to sing . . . (afraid to show their ‘own’ talent)
During the singing contest , our guys ( I mean me) only managed to sing three full songs , I can’t the name of those songs but damn embarrassing , I singing mandarin songs but problem is I can’t read some of the word (suddenly get stucked when singing until full emo ) . All people laughing at me . . .haizz . . . both my friends tried to ‘translate those word to me ‘ and give me sing more easily . .. but still is the SAME problem . Maybe I should sing English songs instead of mandarin songs .
The whole process ( L.K.H is the BEST singer ever) haha . . .
We finished at 1pm , then started to leave the Green Box and heading to Times Square for MOVIE . . . GOSH ! ! ! I was thought that Final Destination is very nice and long movie , but after we watched that ‘blooded ‘ movie . . . . my good impression started turned YUCKKK word . . .the movie full of FAKE (high tech) blood and cruel scene , for me is damn GROSS ‘geli’ . . . (that girls head disappear and spilt into pieces) . . . . the climax is THE MOST SUCCKKK part . . . all three character dead together and shown in bone scene . I can rate this movie 0 out of 5 star . We should watch ‘UP’ since it’s OK for below 18 ages to watch (I’m still haven’t past my birth) . At least today I bought a cap for myself instead of shoes . . . .(if buy shoes = nt enough money to get back klang)
HOPE THIS 2 WEEKS CAN HANG OUT AGAIN . . .COZ I’M CAN’T HESITATE TO PLAY PLAY PLAY . . . . . .
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Today is my HE (Malaysia History) exam . . . and I'm very pleased and happy that all the questions is quite ' Ok ' for me . . . Yesterday I memorized all 4 chapters Notes . It's freaking my whole mind to memorized this whole notes . . . . (morning revise ,evening revise , afternoon revise , night revise ,even 1am also revising)
I can say it's worth for this few days of hard work . . . . Because I can answered all the question given , especially objective part , ' piece of cake ' to me . .. . . Hahaha ! ! ! Maybe I can score 27 out of 30 . . . .
But the essay parts is quite . . .(average) I just memorized the points without getting know any further information , so when those question comes out . . . I remember the point , problem is I can't expand it with more frequent .Gosh ! ! ! but I answer it with ' common sense ' . . . . hope it can help ME to rescue some of the marks . . . .
Today I back KLang . . . . . .Next monday got math exam and I should be back , but some VIP birthday I just can't ' absent ' . Otherwise I will be killed . . . . . Lucky thing is that today i take KTM , the train didn't crowded by people . So I can have a seat and listened to my GOOD MUSIC . . . . SSSShow no sympathy to those people whom standing . . . HAHAHA ! ! !
It's almost 9a.m , my heart starts pumping , feeling of nervous straight go into the center of my brain . . . . this is the first time I'm sitting for my college exam , which also consider as FINAL EXAM . . . Luckily I'm already prepared my Jacket in case the exam hall was 'ice coated ' . . . . when I entered the exam hall , I just heard a middle ages lady keeps on talking the ' rules and regulations ' regarding our exam intruction
This weekend , I've been thinking for this 'problems' which occurred to me . . . . . sometimes I
thought this problems will solve as time passes but actually it just can't . . . . every times my tears
keep on dropping when I'm recalling the situation that faced this few days . If they're my girl
friend, I would be more better because if we're not happy we can choose to leave each other , but
problem is they are not my girl friend ,can't simply say leave or be together . Three words can
describe my feelings for this 'problems' , despair . . . . . loneliness . . . . . disappointed .
Still remember every time when I got a lot of emotional feelings need to be express out , only
way is to share my feelings with them . Haha . . . I know maybe they're quite reluctant to hear
what I was trying to say or lazy to know it , but unfortunately that's the way I trying to let them
know about my life and situation . After I don't know when I was having some argument with
them , I admitted some times I do have some bad temper behavior on bad mood . Since then , I
seldom talk with them , not even the feelings that hidden inside my brain . GOSH ! ! ! ! I really
felt lonely in this weekend , no talk , just music and studies accompanied with me . My favorite is
talking but not for this weekend , all because of this 'problems' . This afternoon , I just got a
sudden intention to get back to them . . . . . but I just can't make it . I can't ' pass ' my ego
personality . REGRET word displayed on my FOREHEAD , I shouldn't start this argument from
the beginning . . . . . . . the solution for me now is to WAIT . . . . waiting for the chances to come ! !
! ! Suddenly I recalling the issues of (WHY I WANNA CREATE BLOG) ? ? ? ? This question
been bothering me since now . . . . . firstly my reason is because I influenced by my secondary
school friends 's blog , one day I accidentally saw my friend's personal message displayed a blog '
address . . . . I was thinking why that 'stupid' guy will have a BBBLLOOGG ! ! !
Unbelievable matters for me , as I was
concern that his writing skill and personality wouldn't allows him from creating a blog ? ? ? ? But
I still pressed the link and see his ' work of art ' . . . . the result is really surprised me . . . although
his word is unproper matters but I can seen that his word is full of touching feelings , especially a
tittle that wrote by mandarin word . . . I tried myself very hard to see the content of this '
mandarin article ' . I was touched after saw his article . . . . I can't recall it back the content but
it's something to do with his love relationship .
Maybe that's the ' feelings ' that inspired me to go into this BIG NEW WORLD (blog)that
full of anonymous around the world . Starting I just want to express all my feelings that been
through in daily routines . But I'm touched that all my friends especially my secondary school 's
friends 'accidentally' discovered my blog , and give me some advices , Thanks . . . . . . .
But this moments , A lots of doubts hanging on my mind , (WHY I WANNA CREATE
BLOG) ? ? ? ? But actually the REAL REASON I created this blog . . . . . . . . after few minutes I
've found my CONFIRMED ANSWER , actually is not inspired by my friend's blog . Is because
there's no other way for me to SPEAK OUT MY VOICES in my mind . . . . this is the only way of
releasing my ' word ' that hidden inside my MIND . . . . . Luckily everyday I can chat with my
friends , but at night only way is to speak with BLOG ! ! ! ! !
Erm . . . . . . it's 12.45pm already , should I be getting ready to revise my HE (stupid history subject) or whatever subject that be held in next week's exam ? ? Why my spirits of study history is GONE ever since I'm finished my SPM (SIJIL PELAJARAN) . Maybe after 6 months I had boycott with STUDY this word for too many times . . . . during that time I been playing , sleeping , enjoying the GREATNESS of being a FREE MAN .
After I entered college all situation seems to be difference , mainly because all my friends 're 'too excited' on entering college , so their curiosity of the selected subjects they're chosen really 'Great' . But for me which previously a science stream student will has some difficulty of getting used to all the 'fresh' subject (especially english educated accounting) . Economy . . . . secondary school i didn't touch this subject before , moreover this time it's using english word ! ! ! Luckily I'm managed to understood the 'theories' . . . . . . If chemistry or physic maybe I will be more 'relax' of understanding the 'english educated' word .
This wednesday back to Klang I would think that I will more concentrate on my revision , mainly because at K.L rented room there ,I always 'non-stop' watching Hong kong drama ( 绝代商骄) , hang out with my friends , and doing something useless . . . . . . . . (-.-)But unfortunately , yesterday I took 3hours only can finished revised chapter 5 and 7 of HE notes . GOSH ! ! ! ! where is my sejarah(history) spirit ! ! ! ! ! FOrm 5 my favourite subject is sejarah but why in college I can't even tried myself to memorize it in detail . . . . . ? ? ? ? I want my SPIRIT BACK ! ! ! ! !
This tuesday I wore 'mouth' mask to school . . . . all people seems like giving me a curious eyes ' issit this guy got any disease ' ? ? ? ? CCCCHHHHOOOOOIIII . . . . that day I just take a pre caution , nothing to do with H1N1 pandemic OK ! ! ! ! Some of my friends purposely keeping a certain distances with me . . . . .I know they're joking , and I'm not mind but I really 'kill' them of making fun of this issues . . . . if like this ,then last sunday i shouldn't hang out with my friends which 2 of them is from China 'scare man' . . . . .
TODAY MY ' DJ ' RECOMMENDED ME A SONG WHICH IS FROM Colbie Calliat NAMED Fallin For You . . . . THE LYRIC IS JUST AWESOME , AMAZED ME AGAIN . . . . BUT TRULY NOTHING TO DO WITH MY FEELING . . . . . . HAHAHA
I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you
Song Information
Released June 29, 2009
Recorded 2009
Genre Pop, Ballad
Length 3:34
Label Universal Republic
Writer Colbie Caillat and Rick Nowels
Producer Rick Nowels,John Shanks and Ken Caillat