MUSIC IS MY LIFE

MUSIC IS MY LIFE

SYOK MAN . . . . First of my life experience this kind of 'EVENT' with bunch of my friends. . . . . . .
<---------M.O.S Euphoria

You are right . . . . . . . . during the christmas I did not celebrate with my family, 'coz we didn't celebrate christmas though' . . . . . Instead, I going out with my friends to Subang . . . . at first, or last three days I'm already told my friend that I wanna go club "that opinion is not from my friend but from me" haha . . . . actually I really wanna see what is all about in "adult place" last month they said wanna celebrate my birthday at there . . . . . but end up with a HUGE HUGE 'aeroplane' . . . . then we just have a supper near SUNWAY PYRAMID which is "wong kok restaurant' That day, I'm not satisfied . . .I told myself that one day I will have a very first step in there . . . that day we're afraid to go inside coz we 're not sure whether it's illegal for 18years old ! ! ! ! Haha . . . but christmas eve, we just try to go for my nerves . . . . and . . . it's 18+ . . . .luckily . . . .if not we gonna repeat the same condition as last time ! ! !

<--------vodka


That night around 1205am only we reached Sunway Pyramid there, there's plenty of reason why we so late arrive there . . . . but the reason is the that the subang was surrounded by all those stupid car, not only us but all the Subang residents also choose Sunway to celebrate their 2009 christmas eve . . . . . it takes about 20minutes to search our parking area . . . . wasting of time . . . . at last we park our vehicle near the residental area. We need walk for another 5 minutes. At there we saw a lots of idiot persons using those stupid snow sprayer and spray those someone that they don't even know . . . . That moment me and my friends keep on 'jumping and running' to avoid being a 'snow man' . Moreover, the street was covered by empty sprayer tin bottle . . . . . Haizzz ! ! ! ! Now I finally witnessed the truth of Malaysian's cultures . . . . At first we wanna enter a three-storey lounge , that place does not cover by anything so you can see what's going on in there . . . . and so lucky we saw a couple having a very aggressive kiss in there . . . .OH MY GOD ! ! ! no wonder it only allows people above 21+ . . so we keep going to search our M.O.S . . . . . . luckily that day, all the people choose "coco-banana" instead of Euphoria . . . . simply because its 40%more cheaper than M.O.S . One of my friend prepare everything for us, check the Ic to confirm our ages . . . . and then ROCK AND ROLL for my first clubbing day ! ! ! ! The drinks was charges inside the ticket that I purchased just now, got 5 choices for me . . . . but I would not stupid enough to order a pepsi ? ? ? ? so i order a vodka mixed with slightly a little volume of lemon juice. The little ml of vodka with lemon juice can't brings me down . . . .after we finished our drinks. . . . my friends say it's time for DANCE ! ! ! ! When we standing on the dancefloor . . . . I felt kinda weird in terms of my mental. I never been like this . . . . but . . . .everything will have its one time. So I dance at slow mode . . . .. . .but seriously, when u feel the rhythm of the music around you, you have no turning back . . . .hahaha ! ! ! ! U will dance naturally and follow the music . . . . . especially when u CLOSED YOUR EYES AND DANCE . . . . its really fun ! ! ! ! but something that caught my attention, I saw a couple licking each other . . . . YUCK ! ! ! ! ruined my dancing mood . . . . . . . and also a couple dancing + kissing . We spent almost 2 hours at there . . .having a 'high' time . . . . gain a lots of experience. . . . . enough for my adult life . . . . actually there's some amuse things that happened on me during there . . . . but I dnt wanna say it so detail . . . . hahaha ! ! ! HOPE THIS TIME WILL BE THE LAST TIME OF MY CLUBBING DAY . . . . COZ U"LL DIE FASTER IF U GO THAT PLACE MORE OFTEN " your ear will explode"
<--------cool atmosphere

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Sunday, December 27, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Finally back from my wonderful vacation . . . I enjoyed the whole process, learned a lots of human behavior. . . . . . . awesome scenery, people, environment, and also SHOPPING ! ! ! But I didn't buy anything . . . . coz the stuff is not kind mine . . . all electronic equipments which is totally useless ! ! But one thing that really BURST my nerves into pieces . . . . iPhone 3G of 16 GB only sell 1200RMB . . . oh my god . . .it's so CRAZY ! ! ! if Malaysia I think more than 1500 or something . . ! ! ! Hw I knw??? coz our tour guide got one . . . and he told us everything about it . . . I even see his iPhone whether it's original or WHAT ! ! ! I can't deny that china is full of A-stock . . . but sometimes it also got original . . . hahaha ! ! ! I even told him that iPhone 3Gs cost more than 6000RMB and he was shocked . . . . the main reason I think is bcoz iPhone was assembled in China, which is more cheaper without any additional tax burden . . . . . Talk about TAX ! ! ! makes me think of another thin . . . . BEER ! ! ! ! ! I can't believe how cheap the beer sell in China . . . imagine a Heineken bottle that cost rm8, but in China it just cost 5.50rmb which is around rm 2.8 . . . . . WALAO ! ! ! ! Malaysia's government sure earn tons of money on BEER tax . . . . I think the tax is 3times if compare with CHina 's tax . . . . haizzzz

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Thursday, December 17, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Its been 2 weeks I didn't update my blog . . . . even some of my memorable moments for this few days I couldn't share with ya guys. Most of the factors is laziness, rather than busy . . .(I think) Just now I only back Klang for my preparation to my vacation . . . . . freaking tired. Yesterday I gym for 2 hours, attend tutorial classes, finish my stupid individual college coursework, revise my macroeconomics subject, without any rest . . . . normally after gym I must at least have a min 2 hours nap to restore back my energy, but yesterday it's totally out of my expectations ! ! ! so today I must sleep more earlier ( start from 8pm) . . . . . . coz my flight time is at 6am and I must get to the airport before 3am. TOTALLY INSANE ! ! ! !

When I packing up my stuff to my travel bag . . . . I find my Jacket out, wondering what is gonna happen if the weather at there is not as cold as I've expected ? ? ? I check the weather at there through internet and currently it just 17 or 16 celcius ! ! ! ! OH SHIT . . . . which mean that the weather is familiar like genting ONLY ! ! ! if really do . . . .then I bring my jacket is just a waste of time . . . . maybe I be sweating like hell if I really wear that jacket at current weather . .
. The early of this year, which is january before CNY . . . I went macau with my family, that time we didn't care much about the weather, we only thought that the celcius is only below 20. . . but when we get there at the firstday , end up with shaking leg and body . . . . . . it was freaking cold that I can't even walk like a normal person . . . that few days the average celcius is below 10'c. After we back from macau . . . . . I have a serious fever for almost a week before I can get up from the bed ! ! ! After we learned the lesson from last time, we decided to buy the jacket which totally can resist - celcius. But after I keep on checking the weather now . . .still 17'c . SO DISAPPOINTED ! ! ! !

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Thursday, December 10, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Next week my friends is asking me to go clubbing with them . . . Generally, when peoples ask me for ' entertainment hour ' , I will say YES without any hesitation . . . but sometimes I often will 'fly aeroplane ', which mean I will rejected them at last minute. I know its a bad behavior . . . . but actually the reason I'm repeating the same behavior is because I'm a weak in managing my time ! ! Everyday no matter where I am . . . . ' late ' word is SHOWN on my forehead as I can do something that takes lots of lots of time . . .

And the next week is my ' big day ', so I also want to experience to be an adult (never been before). . . so I told my friends that I'll be there . . . . . Wahahaha ! ! ! Now I'm wondering which location is better and more 'peace' , definitely will be in Subang Sunway, but which location ? ? ? is it Bar celona better ? ? or AMOS better ? ? ? I just want a places that can let me to have fun and enjoy the rhythm of the musics with my friends . . . I never ' wild 'with my friend before . . . and hopefully I can enter inside the club since I'm still under-aged. Hahaha . . . . Another problem I'm most concern about, I can't take any 'heavy drinks' . . . . . I know myself as I easy to get drunk even a 1 bottles of Heineken . . . My friends told me that they planned to order a Whisky or Vodka to ' celebrate ' with me . . . actually they want to see my ' reaction ' after and before ! ! I know it . . . after drunk I can do something that is totally foolish and stupid coz I can't control myself already . . . and end up with faint ! !


AH LIM . . NEXT WEEK . . . I WON'T REPEAT MY 'AEROPLANE' AGAIN . . . MAYBE AT THIS TIME ! !

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Saturday, November 21, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Sometimes I've felt it . . . but after few days . .I will completely lost all the memories ! ! ! and again . . .I'm still repeating the same life mistakes . . . Indeed, its truth that I'm acting like an 'under age' person ! !


The most mistakes is my " kiddy mind " , I admitted that everyday I be living like an kid. Maybe is because my parents like to make every decisions for me no matter from what aspect. Even when we're eating at outside . . I'll let my parents to decides my dinner. As years passed slowly . . . I'm became ' dependent' person . . I'll let my family to decides my everything. Actually they're giving me a lot of freedom to decides my wants ! ! but I think maybe I'm used to be controlled by my family. Now I not willing to become independent anymore. After I pursued my studies to college . . . I'm trying to learn to be more independent, YES I'm already started to adapt myself to college's life. I managed to cooked delicious food for my friends, washed my clothes, or even cleaning the whole room and etc. But I still can't control my 'stupid little mind' . . . why sometimes I'll act like an kid when I'm having conversation with them . . maybe among my friends, I'm the youngest . .(college's friend or even old friends) I still remembered that one day I told my friend that I like 'spongebob squarepants 'cartoon . . . they say that I'm a 10years old kid . . . but I truly like this cartoon . . .it's so funny ! ! and they always treat me like an young brother . . . Oh gosh ! !

The second mistakes is my " speaking " , I'm wondered why I like to say something that not suppose to . . I still felt that until now I'm still repeating the same mistakes. The words fro my mouth is actually 65% didn't under brain process, which mean that I speak without thinking what am I saying . . . sometimes I also can't recall what I was saying after I split up the words . . . and end up with laughter from my friends. Actually many people give me a lot of advices that ' should think before you speak because it may cause troubles ' . . . Haizzz ! ! ! !
I want make a changes for my personality ! ! ! Because I'm not a small person which always lives in a cartoon world anymore . . . I need to be more mature . . .

I think maybe this song can described my mood ! ! ! GIVES me better relief antidote . .


BETTER MAN
Send someone to cure me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that cure
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to cure me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

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Saturday, November 14, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


MONDAY :


Nearly 11pm , and I'm still wondering what I gonna do for tomorrow . . . should I going K.L at 10.45am or 9.00am ? ? ? But my mind certainly got an answer "of course as late as possible" . After that , I'm preparing for packing up my stuff for tomorrow . . . Suddenly , a song that caught my entire attention . . . a song that makes me recalled back my previous memories , though I can't remember the songs name but it truly familiar . Kinda country music ' viva la vida ' feelings which brings me a lot of imagination about future . . . haha ! ! ! sounds crazy but it really gives me that kind of feelings . After that , I lying on my bed and focus on every songs that ' came after ' my ears . . . Few minutes later , I can felt the satisfaction that can't describe in words . When I was on my vacation in Bali ' 2008 school holidays ' we were staying at a super 'view' hotel at the middle of nowhere , that day also is on night . . . my dad was watching his ' indo speaking ' shows , I'm not interested on Bali's tv channels . . . that's why I went out for a walk , the moment I listening to my mp3 , I saw a lots a lots of "twinkle star " shinning around the universe . . . I totally stunted for that scene . . . can't even describe my feelings in words , extremely NICE ! ! ! a country songs with a good environment sure gives you a different perspective think of lives ! ! ! I guess this is most people think about the advantages of vacation . . . surely can inspires you in life lessons . . . Hope this coming December vacation I can feel it again . . . .

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »

Oh my god , why today my entire luck is "zero" degree level ! ! ! I can't believe this computer has taken me DOWN . . .ToT ! ! ! Never been humiliated like this before . . if all my secondary school's friend know this 'news' , they will laugh at me 24hours non-stop . . . today my ITS (information system whatever ) lessons is take place at computer lab . Me and my friends should be happy and excited about it , because we finally can "play" those computers . . . even one of my friend said its time for us to play Dota (warcralf) at computer lab without get noticed by tutor , but actually we just joking . . .

After that tutor arrived , she give us some instructions and guild-lines of how to prepares a formatted paper that full of 'stupid' things . At first , I thought it just quite 'fine' for me . . . so i didn't listen to what tutor has explain to us . Haizzz . . . and then the nighmare begins . . . Tutor give us some times to finish the " paper " , when tutor haven't explain finish . . . me already starts typing the word , and most importantly is typing without following any instructions .GOSH . . .

After few minutes , I thought I had already finished the words and get ready for my " free-style " arrange the words . . . but . .. .when I raised my hand and waiting for tutor to check my workings , she just keep on rejecting my works and say " follow the lines and spacing " . That moments my mind was blank like a piece of paper . . . that's my normal reaction ( I will started to lost my mind when I panic ) I gave up of my " free-style " pattern to " asking for help " . But unfortunately , my friends all already finished and waiting for me . . . and I still wondering " how to make the words look straight" . I was like giving up by asking all peoples around me . . my friends all help me to check the errors , and the mistakes are too much on words numbering lines and align texts . They purposely want to prank me by saying they want to leave me alone with the tutor ! ! ! And my mind SHOUTED NO NO . . . . .

Suddenly my another friend see my workings , I ask him to check whether got any mistakes , but he request all the girls that still in the computer lab for help . . . all girls surrounded me . . . and help me correct the mistakes . . . I can't speak a proper words . . and just keep on saying " paiseh " and " paiseh " continuously . . . so embarrassing of asking those girls help me . . . Luckily at last , I also get a "correct" working . . .and told my tutor " ho liao " (finished) . Only can free from staying at the camputer lab . When I open the computer lab door , all my friends waiting me at outside . And because of that " help " . . . I been teased "zat" for nearly an hour . . . I can't believe my computer skill will be like this . . . that kelly can finish , impossible I can't finish ? ? ? All my secondary school friends know I'm computer game expert and know more computer information especially graphic card than them , if they know what I been through today . . . they sure LAUGH AT me forever . . .


HOPE NEXT TIME I CAN FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS ACCORDING TO WHAT TUTOR HAS SAID , AND NEVER DO "FREE-STYLE" WORKS . . . Because the percentages of failure is 100% ! ! !

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Friday, October 23, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »