MUSIC IS MY LIFE

MUSIC IS MY LIFE

SYOK MAN . . . . First of my life experience this kind of 'EVENT' with bunch of my friends. . . . . . .
<---------M.O.S Euphoria

You are right . . . . . . . . during the christmas I did not celebrate with my family, 'coz we didn't celebrate christmas though' . . . . . Instead, I going out with my friends to Subang . . . . at first, or last three days I'm already told my friend that I wanna go club "that opinion is not from my friend but from me" haha . . . . actually I really wanna see what is all about in "adult place" last month they said wanna celebrate my birthday at there . . . . . but end up with a HUGE HUGE 'aeroplane' . . . . then we just have a supper near SUNWAY PYRAMID which is "wong kok restaurant' That day, I'm not satisfied . . .I told myself that one day I will have a very first step in there . . . that day we're afraid to go inside coz we 're not sure whether it's illegal for 18years old ! ! ! ! Haha . . . but christmas eve, we just try to go for my nerves . . . . and . . . it's 18+ . . . .luckily . . . .if not we gonna repeat the same condition as last time ! ! !

<--------vodka


That night around 1205am only we reached Sunway Pyramid there, there's plenty of reason why we so late arrive there . . . . but the reason is the that the subang was surrounded by all those stupid car, not only us but all the Subang residents also choose Sunway to celebrate their 2009 christmas eve . . . . . it takes about 20minutes to search our parking area . . . . wasting of time . . . . at last we park our vehicle near the residental area. We need walk for another 5 minutes. At there we saw a lots of idiot persons using those stupid snow sprayer and spray those someone that they don't even know . . . . That moment me and my friends keep on 'jumping and running' to avoid being a 'snow man' . Moreover, the street was covered by empty sprayer tin bottle . . . . . Haizzz ! ! ! ! Now I finally witnessed the truth of Malaysian's cultures . . . . At first we wanna enter a three-storey lounge , that place does not cover by anything so you can see what's going on in there . . . . and so lucky we saw a couple having a very aggressive kiss in there . . . .OH MY GOD ! ! ! no wonder it only allows people above 21+ . . so we keep going to search our M.O.S . . . . . . luckily that day, all the people choose "coco-banana" instead of Euphoria . . . . simply because its 40%more cheaper than M.O.S . One of my friend prepare everything for us, check the Ic to confirm our ages . . . . and then ROCK AND ROLL for my first clubbing day ! ! ! ! The drinks was charges inside the ticket that I purchased just now, got 5 choices for me . . . . but I would not stupid enough to order a pepsi ? ? ? ? so i order a vodka mixed with slightly a little volume of lemon juice. The little ml of vodka with lemon juice can't brings me down . . . .after we finished our drinks. . . . my friends say it's time for DANCE ! ! ! ! When we standing on the dancefloor . . . . I felt kinda weird in terms of my mental. I never been like this . . . . but . . . .everything will have its one time. So I dance at slow mode . . . .. . .but seriously, when u feel the rhythm of the music around you, you have no turning back . . . .hahaha ! ! ! ! U will dance naturally and follow the music . . . . . especially when u CLOSED YOUR EYES AND DANCE . . . . its really fun ! ! ! ! but something that caught my attention, I saw a couple licking each other . . . . YUCK ! ! ! ! ruined my dancing mood . . . . . . . and also a couple dancing + kissing . We spent almost 2 hours at there . . .having a 'high' time . . . . gain a lots of experience. . . . . enough for my adult life . . . . actually there's some amuse things that happened on me during there . . . . but I dnt wanna say it so detail . . . . hahaha ! ! ! HOPE THIS TIME WILL BE THE LAST TIME OF MY CLUBBING DAY . . . . COZ U"LL DIE FASTER IF U GO THAT PLACE MORE OFTEN " your ear will explode"
<--------cool atmosphere

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Sunday, December 27, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Finally back from my wonderful vacation . . . I enjoyed the whole process, learned a lots of human behavior. . . . . . . awesome scenery, people, environment, and also SHOPPING ! ! ! But I didn't buy anything . . . . coz the stuff is not kind mine . . . all electronic equipments which is totally useless ! ! But one thing that really BURST my nerves into pieces . . . . iPhone 3G of 16 GB only sell 1200RMB . . . oh my god . . .it's so CRAZY ! ! ! if Malaysia I think more than 1500 or something . . ! ! ! Hw I knw??? coz our tour guide got one . . . and he told us everything about it . . . I even see his iPhone whether it's original or WHAT ! ! ! I can't deny that china is full of A-stock . . . but sometimes it also got original . . . hahaha ! ! ! I even told him that iPhone 3Gs cost more than 6000RMB and he was shocked . . . . the main reason I think is bcoz iPhone was assembled in China, which is more cheaper without any additional tax burden . . . . . Talk about TAX ! ! ! makes me think of another thin . . . . BEER ! ! ! ! ! I can't believe how cheap the beer sell in China . . . imagine a Heineken bottle that cost rm8, but in China it just cost 5.50rmb which is around rm 2.8 . . . . . WALAO ! ! ! ! Malaysia's government sure earn tons of money on BEER tax . . . . I think the tax is 3times if compare with CHina 's tax . . . . haizzzz

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Thursday, December 17, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Its been 2 weeks I didn't update my blog . . . . even some of my memorable moments for this few days I couldn't share with ya guys. Most of the factors is laziness, rather than busy . . .(I think) Just now I only back Klang for my preparation to my vacation . . . . . freaking tired. Yesterday I gym for 2 hours, attend tutorial classes, finish my stupid individual college coursework, revise my macroeconomics subject, without any rest . . . . normally after gym I must at least have a min 2 hours nap to restore back my energy, but yesterday it's totally out of my expectations ! ! ! so today I must sleep more earlier ( start from 8pm) . . . . . . coz my flight time is at 6am and I must get to the airport before 3am. TOTALLY INSANE ! ! ! !

When I packing up my stuff to my travel bag . . . . I find my Jacket out, wondering what is gonna happen if the weather at there is not as cold as I've expected ? ? ? I check the weather at there through internet and currently it just 17 or 16 celcius ! ! ! ! OH SHIT . . . . which mean that the weather is familiar like genting ONLY ! ! ! if really do . . . .then I bring my jacket is just a waste of time . . . . maybe I be sweating like hell if I really wear that jacket at current weather . .
. The early of this year, which is january before CNY . . . I went macau with my family, that time we didn't care much about the weather, we only thought that the celcius is only below 20. . . but when we get there at the firstday , end up with shaking leg and body . . . . . . it was freaking cold that I can't even walk like a normal person . . . that few days the average celcius is below 10'c. After we back from macau . . . . . I have a serious fever for almost a week before I can get up from the bed ! ! ! After we learned the lesson from last time, we decided to buy the jacket which totally can resist - celcius. But after I keep on checking the weather now . . .still 17'c . SO DISAPPOINTED ! ! ! !

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Thursday, December 10, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Next week my friends is asking me to go clubbing with them . . . Generally, when peoples ask me for ' entertainment hour ' , I will say YES without any hesitation . . . but sometimes I often will 'fly aeroplane ', which mean I will rejected them at last minute. I know its a bad behavior . . . . but actually the reason I'm repeating the same behavior is because I'm a weak in managing my time ! ! Everyday no matter where I am . . . . ' late ' word is SHOWN on my forehead as I can do something that takes lots of lots of time . . .

And the next week is my ' big day ', so I also want to experience to be an adult (never been before). . . so I told my friends that I'll be there . . . . . Wahahaha ! ! ! Now I'm wondering which location is better and more 'peace' , definitely will be in Subang Sunway, but which location ? ? ? is it Bar celona better ? ? or AMOS better ? ? ? I just want a places that can let me to have fun and enjoy the rhythm of the musics with my friends . . . I never ' wild 'with my friend before . . . and hopefully I can enter inside the club since I'm still under-aged. Hahaha . . . . Another problem I'm most concern about, I can't take any 'heavy drinks' . . . . . I know myself as I easy to get drunk even a 1 bottles of Heineken . . . My friends told me that they planned to order a Whisky or Vodka to ' celebrate ' with me . . . actually they want to see my ' reaction ' after and before ! ! I know it . . . after drunk I can do something that is totally foolish and stupid coz I can't control myself already . . . and end up with faint ! !


AH LIM . . NEXT WEEK . . . I WON'T REPEAT MY 'AEROPLANE' AGAIN . . . MAYBE AT THIS TIME ! !

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Saturday, November 21, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Sometimes I've felt it . . . but after few days . .I will completely lost all the memories ! ! ! and again . . .I'm still repeating the same life mistakes . . . Indeed, its truth that I'm acting like an 'under age' person ! !


The most mistakes is my " kiddy mind " , I admitted that everyday I be living like an kid. Maybe is because my parents like to make every decisions for me no matter from what aspect. Even when we're eating at outside . . I'll let my parents to decides my dinner. As years passed slowly . . . I'm became ' dependent' person . . I'll let my family to decides my everything. Actually they're giving me a lot of freedom to decides my wants ! ! but I think maybe I'm used to be controlled by my family. Now I not willing to become independent anymore. After I pursued my studies to college . . . I'm trying to learn to be more independent, YES I'm already started to adapt myself to college's life. I managed to cooked delicious food for my friends, washed my clothes, or even cleaning the whole room and etc. But I still can't control my 'stupid little mind' . . . why sometimes I'll act like an kid when I'm having conversation with them . . maybe among my friends, I'm the youngest . .(college's friend or even old friends) I still remembered that one day I told my friend that I like 'spongebob squarepants 'cartoon . . . they say that I'm a 10years old kid . . . but I truly like this cartoon . . .it's so funny ! ! and they always treat me like an young brother . . . Oh gosh ! !

The second mistakes is my " speaking " , I'm wondered why I like to say something that not suppose to . . I still felt that until now I'm still repeating the same mistakes. The words fro my mouth is actually 65% didn't under brain process, which mean that I speak without thinking what am I saying . . . sometimes I also can't recall what I was saying after I split up the words . . . and end up with laughter from my friends. Actually many people give me a lot of advices that ' should think before you speak because it may cause troubles ' . . . Haizzz ! ! ! !
I want make a changes for my personality ! ! ! Because I'm not a small person which always lives in a cartoon world anymore . . . I need to be more mature . . .

I think maybe this song can described my mood ! ! ! GIVES me better relief antidote . .


BETTER MAN
Send someone to cure me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Once you've found that cure
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around

I know some have fallen
On stony ground
But Love is all around

Send someone to cure me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain

Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old
Before my time

As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doin' all I can
To be a better man

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Saturday, November 14, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


MONDAY :


Nearly 11pm , and I'm still wondering what I gonna do for tomorrow . . . should I going K.L at 10.45am or 9.00am ? ? ? But my mind certainly got an answer "of course as late as possible" . After that , I'm preparing for packing up my stuff for tomorrow . . . Suddenly , a song that caught my entire attention . . . a song that makes me recalled back my previous memories , though I can't remember the songs name but it truly familiar . Kinda country music ' viva la vida ' feelings which brings me a lot of imagination about future . . . haha ! ! ! sounds crazy but it really gives me that kind of feelings . After that , I lying on my bed and focus on every songs that ' came after ' my ears . . . Few minutes later , I can felt the satisfaction that can't describe in words . When I was on my vacation in Bali ' 2008 school holidays ' we were staying at a super 'view' hotel at the middle of nowhere , that day also is on night . . . my dad was watching his ' indo speaking ' shows , I'm not interested on Bali's tv channels . . . that's why I went out for a walk , the moment I listening to my mp3 , I saw a lots a lots of "twinkle star " shinning around the universe . . . I totally stunted for that scene . . . can't even describe my feelings in words , extremely NICE ! ! ! a country songs with a good environment sure gives you a different perspective think of lives ! ! ! I guess this is most people think about the advantages of vacation . . . surely can inspires you in life lessons . . . Hope this coming December vacation I can feel it again . . . .

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »

Oh my god , why today my entire luck is "zero" degree level ! ! ! I can't believe this computer has taken me DOWN . . .ToT ! ! ! Never been humiliated like this before . . if all my secondary school's friend know this 'news' , they will laugh at me 24hours non-stop . . . today my ITS (information system whatever ) lessons is take place at computer lab . Me and my friends should be happy and excited about it , because we finally can "play" those computers . . . even one of my friend said its time for us to play Dota (warcralf) at computer lab without get noticed by tutor , but actually we just joking . . .

After that tutor arrived , she give us some instructions and guild-lines of how to prepares a formatted paper that full of 'stupid' things . At first , I thought it just quite 'fine' for me . . . so i didn't listen to what tutor has explain to us . Haizzz . . . and then the nighmare begins . . . Tutor give us some times to finish the " paper " , when tutor haven't explain finish . . . me already starts typing the word , and most importantly is typing without following any instructions .GOSH . . .

After few minutes , I thought I had already finished the words and get ready for my " free-style " arrange the words . . . but . .. .when I raised my hand and waiting for tutor to check my workings , she just keep on rejecting my works and say " follow the lines and spacing " . That moments my mind was blank like a piece of paper . . . that's my normal reaction ( I will started to lost my mind when I panic ) I gave up of my " free-style " pattern to " asking for help " . But unfortunately , my friends all already finished and waiting for me . . . and I still wondering " how to make the words look straight" . I was like giving up by asking all peoples around me . . my friends all help me to check the errors , and the mistakes are too much on words numbering lines and align texts . They purposely want to prank me by saying they want to leave me alone with the tutor ! ! ! And my mind SHOUTED NO NO . . . . .

Suddenly my another friend see my workings , I ask him to check whether got any mistakes , but he request all the girls that still in the computer lab for help . . . all girls surrounded me . . . and help me correct the mistakes . . . I can't speak a proper words . . and just keep on saying " paiseh " and " paiseh " continuously . . . so embarrassing of asking those girls help me . . . Luckily at last , I also get a "correct" working . . .and told my tutor " ho liao " (finished) . Only can free from staying at the camputer lab . When I open the computer lab door , all my friends waiting me at outside . And because of that " help " . . . I been teased "zat" for nearly an hour . . . I can't believe my computer skill will be like this . . . that kelly can finish , impossible I can't finish ? ? ? All my secondary school friends know I'm computer game expert and know more computer information especially graphic card than them , if they know what I been through today . . . they sure LAUGH AT me forever . . .


HOPE NEXT TIME I CAN FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS ACCORDING TO WHAT TUTOR HAS SAID , AND NEVER DO "FREE-STYLE" WORKS . . . Because the percentages of failure is 100% ! ! !

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Friday, October 23, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »




Tonight I should hanging out with my friend at Bukit Tinggi , because I need to give him back his assignment , don’t know how to explain this friend . . . last 2 weeks he ask me for drink ,and I thought its just a normal outgoing , when we reached the “ Red Island Coffee” and order some drinks . . . only he say the main subject of asking me out (he want me to help his assignment) and the assignment is accounting subject , that’s why he choose me to do it coz I’m the only guy that is pick accounting as my courses . . . I didn’t rejected and just help him , I tell him to give me 2 weeks because I need some times to finish it . . . . but actually the assignment is quite frustrating after I looked the whole content . . . the whole accounting questions looks a bit different with my college “pattern” . Can’t understand why INTI college ‘s accounting words is so different , I should the fashion is more older than my college . . . example like receivable (my way)=debtor(my friend way) and others which give me a lots of ? ? ? ? ? in my mind . I thought INTI college should be more “trend “ and follows the current method word of account , but apparently its not the way I been expecting for . . . .
After 10.30pm , my friend’s car already at my front-door . . . then I just follows his car to the Station 1 restaurant and have some drinks . Maybe that day my mood is a bit “high” so I order 2 small bottles of CARLBERG , my friend just order a blended strawberry juice . After that , I looking at him and say . . . u should drink beer like me so that we can drunk together , but actually I just joking coz he still need to drive me HOME . . . we been chat –chatting for nearly 1 and half hours , just by saying some useless topics “ girls ,studies , and others” . As usual , after I finished a bottle . My face started to become red . . . but I still in conscious condition and continue our conversation . . .but after 2nd bottle . . . my mind is a bit “heating” and I started to say some stupid words , eventually I haven’t drunk , just my words out from my mouth is a bit “drunk” . My friend said to me “your pattern can’t curi-curi drink beer because your face easily to be bocor “ and I just keep on laughing . . . .At 12.05am , we’re ready to go . . . and then suddenly got a person come approached my and ask us for some donation for their orphan society . . . Haizz , why everytimes those guys like to find me but not my friend . . that guy just keep on explaining to me and not my friend . . . my mind was like “haizz . . this time I can’t lari for this donation already “ . I just donate some money to them . . .after that my friend told me this society maybe is “fake” , I ask him why . . . and he ask me “is it the society location is in ipoh” and I said “yes” . . . . then I friend 100% confirm it’s “tipu” because they purposely put far place like ipoh so that we can’t find them “ Distance btw klang and ipoh is around 100km” . I just replied to my friend . . “its ok as long as I really think that I’m helping them will do “ . That night is so miracle , I still can walk to the car with conscious mode even I drank 2 beer . . . HAHAHAHA ! ! ! ! and luckily my parents sleeping before I came back home , if they see my “red” face sure scold me . . . .ToT

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Sunday, October 18, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


FRIDAY :

Today I'm ready to get back Klang , and luckily this friday I no need to get up in morning . Normal friday my 1st tutorial class on friday should be 8am , and I gonna wake up at 6.45am , which is tooo early for me. . . " I even can't catch the STUPID buss and that's the reason I always late to college"

But luckily that english tutor "lazy to say her name" told us that this week the friday class canceled , so I can sleep until 9.50am only get up . And my sister fetch me back to Klang . . . . but I felt a bit guitly , If me and kelly going back by car . . . then how about the others " I mean another 4 klang friends " . My sister's car can't afford another 2 persons . In morning , my initial thought is that , if my sister need to wait me till I finish my 5.30pm classes . . . then I should ask my sister go back first and I going KTM and LRT with them . 2.00pm , my sister phoned me and said she must finish her Medical experiment until 5.10pm before she can back , so I'd no more choices but follow my sister's car . . . lucky for me and kelly enjoying air-cond without any "crowded condition" . On the way , I keep on thinking where they reaching now "issit KL central or Subang jaya station" . . in my mind GUILTY words is more than ENOUGH ! ! ! ! Its 7.03pm , and I already reached my front-door . When I taking my dinner . . . I was wondering "where is grandmother" ? ? ? My mom told me that grandmother is in hospital this morning , Her word SHOCKEDD my mind . . . a lots of ? ? ? ? appeared in my brain . Granny is just suffered a minor stroke at her left eyes . . . its doesn't seems that serious . But she need to stay in the hospital and some X-ray check up for further information . 9.00pm we arrived SJMC "now the name is SIMEDARBY HEALTHCARE " , when we go into the room . . I saw my granny watching the Tv , but in quite tired faces . . . I say "hi" to granny , when granny noticed me , her first word is . . . . "yongboy is your face get better? (saying my pimples problem issit cured) " When I heard what she's said , I just nodding and say YEs yes . . . suddenly my eyes became "red" , I walk out the room to calm down and wondering . . . its my tears ! ! ! ! Can't believe it . . . my granny's still so concern about my pimples rather than other problems . . . maybe I was touched by what granny said to me . From that moments , I really wanna say SORRY Granny , because sometimes U like to "leter" me , but actually u just showing ur love to me . . . just the way of love "leter" is not comfortable for me . "1 week she can leter me more than 8 times " But from now on , I will take all your words seriously . . . . . . . . I'm SORRY GRANNY ! ! ! WISH U can recover back as soon as possible and "leter" me again . .HAHA ! ! !

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Saturday, October 17, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


Yesterday I'm so Down . . . . . that kind of down is totally flooded my entire mind ! ! ! But after I'm back from college , my housemate "koko" ( I always call him as koko since he older than me 4years ) . He and his girl friend want to bring me goes to Sushi KIng for dinner since that day got promotion , all plate no matter what colour also charges Rm2 ! ! ! We end up by waiting for nearly 1 and half hours . . when we are called by the waitress to be sit at certain place . Four of us keep on "grabbing" any sushi that's infront of us . . . keep on eating and eating until my "down" mood disappeared . . . during the hours we not just eating , I also chit chatting with them and tell them why today my mood so "down" . . . Suddenly my "koko" housemate suggested that after we finish our dinner , we go drink some beer to help cure my mood back . And I didn't rejected , straight away say "yes" to him . After we finisd our dinner it's already 10pm . After we went back our house , I take shower and around 1140pm . . . we're ready to get drunk . . .

We went to a club . . . generally it's not a club but a restaurant that still open at midnight . . .a nice environment because its good to watch football in such ... Indeed , when the waitress ask us for orders , my housemate straight away said " Heineken big bottle" and I was like (oh my god , don't kill me coz I'm not good in drinking beer) . He say beer is the best method to cure my mood . . . that's why he purposely drive me here for beer . . . But I can confirm one thing is that , I not goood in beer because in my whole life , I only drank 2 or 3 bottle of beers in small sized . . Tonight is a big sized bottle Heineken . . .oh shit tonight I sure faint . And my expected result was right , at 1.30am , we're ready to get back house , when I stand up from the chair . . . suddenly I was like floating in the air , my mind can't bear anymore stuff which is too blur blur images . . .and I can't even walk in straight line , that moment I know I'm already drunk . . I faster called my fren to "balance" me to the car . When we reached home . . . I can't even think anything positive , my brain is like filled with 10kg stuff . . . so heavy so heavy . . . . my housemate said it's normal for me since I first time drink beer without any water . . . In just few minutes I lying on my bed and sleep till tomorrow . Maybe the alcohol does give me some effect , this morning I'm late for my 10am lecture class , and thanks for alcohol giving me such a distract night ! ! !

Next time I won't drink any beer to cure my mood . . . coz its so costly ! ! ! and if my parents know what I've did yesterday , they sure KILL ME . . . I don't wanna ruined my "good boy" images . . .

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »

No . . . .

SIGH . . . . Three weeks of semester break is almost finish , 3 more days left and I’m still haven’t get used to it . . . . I mean the “reality” of “2nd semester” is around the corner . Overall for this holidays is quite “ sleepy “ for me . . . I was saying that everyday I almost get more than 10 hours sleep time that is far more sufficient for normal people . ARGH . . . so enjoyed my sleep this three weeks . . . . without any disturbance from my parents , smelled enough “ fresh air” in Klang city . . . . rather than K.L air coz it’s freaking Stinks and Polluted . Good News , my arm is finally pumped a little few cm . . Hahahaha . . . . technically should say its more “ HARDER “ than last times . . This three weeks seriously I worked almost 1 hours everyday on exercises without any “ leave” . . . It’s PAIN , It’s Torturing , and it’s tired of working the same exercises everyday and such HARD . . . sometimes I really can felt the PAIN . . . . . and many of my friends are not agreed with my action . Actually , they didn’t have experiences about “build – up” . I’ll always remembered the word from my previous coach “( build-up means pain . . . so when you felt any pain means its taking effect , don’t stop working until u get tired or fatigue )“ Coz he really right . . . (pain = build-up) theory is always must obey . So only method of get rid of this soreness , is to take some medical treatments , also can called “massage” . . . hahaha . . . . refreshing ! ! ! ! !

Erm . . . . nothing else to complaint about anymore . Because this is the “way” I used to live with . Anyway , I’m ready for my second semester . . .all subjects seemed “ changed their name” . All brand new subjects and level s but I will try my very best ! ! !

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Thursday, October 1, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


This three weeks is gonna be “oily “ for me , too food delicious Klang food is waiting for me . . . .ARGGGHHH ! ! ! I can’t do that . . .I can’t consumes too Much of Food , my weight is increasing . . .and I can’t imagine this three weeks of eating + drinking +sleeping +playing . Yesterday I started to do exercises again at my house . . Right , is in my house for sure . . . its been 2 months I never touched my exercises equipment , always busy for my K.L life and mostly doing my exercises at gym . Though I gym-ing for this 2 months , but I never underestimated my own exercises equipment at house , because those things whom make me “cut off” my previous 13kg fats in just one and a half months ! ! !
2 hand grabbing 8 kilo dumb-bell and repeat the up-down motion for 39 times non-stop is not gonna be easy for me , but that’s the secret of pumped out the muscle ! ! ! After half hours . . .God Damm It . . .my arm getting sore , but I’m didn’t stop the session and keeps on increasing 10 times each . At last . . .my energies is running out , I can felt my whole body muscle fatigue by “screaming STOP “ . It freaking tired but I enjoyed the process because the Result is more concern for me . . . Tomorrow morning it’s PAINFUL FEELINGS FOR MY WHOLE BODY as everytimes when I do this kind of exercises , second day will be pay-off feelings .
As expected , I can’t even “lift up” my arm properly , WAHHHH . . . its extremely PAIN PAIN PAIN . . . I can’t barely explained that soreness of muscle . But my “spirit” wouldn’t fade out as I promised to myself that this three weeks I must show some RESULT . . .After my dinner which at 7pm , I began to planned my “ activities of exercises motion” 8pm , I prepared to go upstairs and (1)going to my guest-room (2)switch off the fan (3) opened the window to enable air-flow (4)switch on the radio to energize my “ spirit “
As all arrangement settled , I started to do the same exercises . . . . . . . . a lots of “ ARGHH “ and “WAHH “ and “PAIN “ can be heard inside the room . It seems like my muscle still can’t afford to do SUCH terrible action . . . But unfortunately , I still keep on continue . . . I didn’t care how much pain and sore felt in my whole body . . . . my spirits just flowed through-out my entire blood vessels and I already forgotten the PAIN word ! ! Luckily that “ SPIRIT “ give me some kind of saviour from dying pain . . . I like this kind of satisfaction . . .
Hope this spirit can accompany me for three weeks time , because I afraid to shivered and frightened from doing excess of gym . . Anyway. . I will appreciate every moment , EXERCISE EXERCISE EXERCISE . . . .

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Sunday, September 20, 2009 Posted in | | 1 Comments »


As usual every times when holiday arrives , first thing I will do is ‘ contribute ‘ all my time at house . Every week when I was still in K.L , my schedule work is just attend lectures , attend tutorials , hang out with college friends , exercises , watching drama with more ‘frequently’ , always have my dinner at outside that is too miserable for ME . . .

Today is third days of my semester breaks , most of my friends told me it’s too ‘free ‘ and bored staying at house looking at the mon(monitor) . For me , I’m FREAKING glad to spend my sem breaks at my hometown (KLANG) . I felt a bit foolish to my friends by saying bored at house , because this is my only wish when I was still staying at outside . . .every night I will whisper in my mind by saying (hope Friday faster arrive) coz Friday is my day of return back Klang .

This week I will not plan to hang out with my old friends . . . I wanna appreciate every moment and action in my house , ( HOME SWEET HOME ) . So sorry for you all . . . promised next week I will recover ( rehab at home ) , and ready for movie , football , etc . . . .
Yesterday I went Bukit Tinggi Jusco , which located near my new house there . this week got lots of promotion . . . no matter on clothes , trousers . . . even nike shoes but in old fashion . Despite its crowded with people , especially Malays coz during Hari Raya promo . . . its reasonable for buyers to purchases any clothes they want for their Raya . . . Me and my families just ‘celebrate together ‘ with them by ‘ shopping together ‘ with them . My eyes just can’t concentrate on those clothes . . maybe because I’m tired of going out again . . .its really really tired . I kept yawning and yawning until my mom noticed my action . She told me ‘ you should be happy dad bring you here to buy clothes ‘ . . . I didn’t give any obvious respond . Suddenly my mom pointed a short trousers to me , I looked at the trouser not more than 3 seconds , then just told my mom to buy it . . After that , they still busying for shopping . . . I just move to NIKE session and see whether got any good shoes . . . this Tuesday I should go Pavilion Mall buy shoes , since all my friends lazy to go there . So I just have to say “too bad” for my shoes . . . the shoes is quite ok but not fits me because all is basketball shoes , and most importantly EXPENSIVE ‘ above RM300 ‘ My budjet is just Rm250 . . . how to buy even it’s less 10% ONLY ( stingy NIKE ) ! ! ! ! In this one and a half hours , I still haven’t buy any shoes . . .GOSH . . . hope next time I wouldn’t be so picky about shoes .

NEXT NEXT Week will be‘ someone ‘ birthday . . .and I still haven’t buy any present , this Tuesday I said I will buy for her but after that is me bought my own stuff . . .Ha HA HA . . . 21years old girl should interested on something that is more reliable rather than those stupid souvenir . . .OK . .I think will buy a shirts . . .WISH this present can "appear" before 29-9-2009 . . .

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Saturday, September 19, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


FINALLY . . . .FINALLY I can smelled the freedom of ended my first semester exam , I never forget this exam since this is my first ( REAL EXAM ) in my college life . The last day that is accounting paper , really gave me some sort of surprises because I managed to answered all the questions given in less than 2hours ( really my very first time finish accounting paper in precise time ) . I still remember in secondary my account exam really gonna takes me more than the 2 hours time to answer all questions , overall the questions is quite OK . . ( I didn’t stuck any questions ) but after I discussed with my friends that their answer some are different with me , I started to get panic ! ! ! Hope this FINAL EXAM can scored as high as possible , because Maybe I can get some “subsidies money” or “cool gadgets” from my dad . HAHAHA . . . . .

If this exam finished , means I have 2 weeks left before my second semester to be arrive , I love it although just 2 weeks , 2 weeks I can :

1)eat Bah Kut Teh as much as possible

2) sleep until 11 or 12 pm in order to reach sufficient “energy”

3)have a better or good communication with my family members

4)listen my grandmother speaking Hokkien(even though I not quite understand hokkien)

5) extra time to play games (fallout3 +thesims3+fear2+disgaea2+dirt2+nfs:shift and much more)

6)watching M.U lose and LIVERPOOL win . . .

7)eat proper and healthy home dinner ( outside food M.S.G contained )

8)see and look how is klang situation going . . .

9)invite my cousin go have some supper

10) hang out with my old friends . . (football +mvie+games +u named it . . . .)

Yesterday the second after exam , our guys can’t wait to release all the “stress” by singing at Green Box located at Sungai Wang . . 10am go for karaoke (GOTTA BE KIDDING ME)our voices still haven’t balance yet in morning . As we arrived at there , seems like the Green Box still “empty singers” and just thirteen of us . After that worker show us the karaoke room that we book (Damn Huge) I never been in such V.I.P room before . . .must thanks our very Leader (T.C.Y) , assistant leader (me) just a name without any important contribution . Hahaha . . .

But after all , we having a Great Time at there (singing + joking + eating + teasing + hugging + talking + walking) = (worth the price)

But there’s not perfect , still got some problems

1)(the food that I’ve ordered = porriage is damn AWFUL )but still , I finished it all since I’m freaking hungry.

2) I can’t sing that song named (mou lai) . . . haizzz . . .HAHa

3)Some of those girls afraid to sing . . . (afraid to show their ‘own’ talent)

During the singing contest , our guys ( I mean me) only managed to sing three full songs , I can’t the name of those songs but damn embarrassing , I singing mandarin songs but problem is I can’t read some of the word (suddenly get stucked when singing until full emo ) . All people laughing at me . . .haizz . . . both my friends tried to ‘translate those word to me ‘ and give me sing more easily . .. but still is the SAME problem . Maybe I should sing English songs instead of mandarin songs .

The whole process ( L.K.H is the BEST singer ever) haha . . .

We finished at 1pm , then started to leave the Green Box and heading to Times Square for MOVIE . . . GOSH ! ! ! I was thought that Final Destination is very nice and long movie , but after we watched that ‘blooded ‘ movie . . . . my good impression started turned YUCKKK word . . .the movie full of FAKE (high tech) blood and cruel scene , for me is damn GROSS ‘geli’ . . . (that girls head disappear and spilt into pieces) . . . . the climax is THE MOST SUCCKKK part . . . all three character dead together and shown in bone scene . I can rate this movie 0 out of 5 star . We should watch ‘UP’ since it’s OK for below 18 ages to watch (I’m still haven’t past my birth) . At least today I bought a cap for myself instead of shoes . . . .(if buy shoes = nt enough money to get back klang)

HOPE THIS 2 WEEKS CAN HANG OUT AGAIN . . .COZ I’M CAN’T HESITATE TO PLAY PLAY PLAY . . . . . .

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Today is my HE (Malaysia History) exam . . . and I'm very pleased and happy that all the questions is quite ' Ok ' for me . . . Yesterday I memorized all 4 chapters Notes . It's freaking my whole mind to memorized this whole notes . . . . (morning revise ,evening revise , afternoon revise , night revise ,even 1am also revising)

I can say it's worth for this few days of hard work . . . . Because I can answered all the question given , especially objective part , ' piece of cake ' to me . .. . . Hahaha ! ! ! Maybe I can score 27 out of 30 . . . .

But the essay parts is quite . . .(average) I just memorized the points without getting know any further information , so when those question comes out . . . I remember the point , problem is I can't expand it with more frequent .Gosh ! ! ! but I answer it with ' common sense ' . . . . hope it can help ME to rescue some of the marks . . . .

Today I back KLang . . . . . .Next monday got math exam and I should be back , but some VIP birthday I just can't ' absent ' . Otherwise I will be killed . . . . . Lucky thing is that today i take KTM , the train didn't crowded by people . So I can have a seat and listened to my GOOD MUSIC . . . . SSSShow no sympathy to those people whom standing . . . HAHAHA ! ! !

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It's almost 9a.m , my heart starts pumping , feeling of nervous straight go into the center of my brain . . . . this is the first time I'm sitting for my college exam , which also consider as FINAL EXAM . . . Luckily I'm already prepared my Jacket in case the exam hall was 'ice coated ' . . . . when I entered the exam hall , I just heard a middle ages lady keeps on talking the ' rules and regulations ' regarding our exam intruction


1) no ' giraffe ' neck = dishonest behavior

2)no discussing during exam , technically should be 'no talking '

3)bring along authorisation slips and student cards

4)fill in our personal information into that small paper ' looks like a cheque for me' because need to fill in some figure and word . . . .which extremely miserable ! ! !


After we had finished our ' fill in the blank ' . . . . the time is already 905am , GOSH ! ! ! ! !

All of this are wasting my precious time . . . HOw I going to finish this ENGLISH PAPER

with only 1 and 45 minutes ? ? ? ? Luckily many of my friends are same hall with me , then

of course they are ' surrounding me ' (sitting right , left . infront , and back to me ) Before the

exam starts , we are 'discussing' t how to 'fill in the blank ' for their personal information . .

.Unfortunately all of them can't understand what I was trying to explain . Never mind , I

calling the 'middle ages lady ' to teach them . . . HAHAHAH ! ! !

Seems like times running out of our expectation . . . an hour passed , and i still working for

my section B . . . . suddenly some of us get SHOCKED by a guy infront of my friend seat .

He is finished his paper and submitted to one of the officer . HOLLY COW , what kind of

power can u finish all the questions with only an hour ? ? ? ? But some of us already

understood the ' MEANING ' behind this . . . . that guy 100% give up his exam and ready to

re-take this paper in NEXT SEMESTER ! ! ! ! It jusst impossible to finish all question with

only 1 hour. . . . ' I only done my section B and C with 1 hour ' still got section C waiting for

me . . . .

15 minutes left and I 'm haven't finish my final paragraph essay YETTT ! ! ! But i tried to

finish it on TIME as soon as possible . . . . . I think i chose the WRONG title for my essay . .

. this title damn weird and a bit foolish ! ! ! I don't think I will did well in my esssay ! ! !

(because I radom write the climax simply because the time not allow me to expand it more

further)As the officer called us to stop writing . . . my expression was (STOP BOTHERING

ME , I'm WRITING HERE ) But I submitted to the officer with reluctant emotion .

WHy I want to choose this STUPID TITTLE AS MY ESSAY ! ! ! GOSH . . . . .

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Thursday, September 3, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »


This weekend , I've been thinking for this 'problems' which occurred to me . . . . . sometimes I

thought this problems will solve as time passes but actually it just can't . . . . every times my tears

keep on dropping when I'm recalling the situation that faced this few days . If they're my girl

friend, I would be more better because if we're not happy we can choose to leave each other , but

problem is they are not my girl friend ,can't simply say leave or be together . Three words can

describe my feelings for this 'problems' , despair . . . . . loneliness . . . . . disappointed .


Still remember every time when I got a lot of emotional feelings need to be express out , only

way is to share my feelings with them . Haha . . . I know maybe they're quite reluctant to hear

what I was trying to say or lazy to know it , but unfortunately that's the way I trying to let them

know about my life and situation . After I don't know when I was having some argument with

them , I admitted some times I do have some bad temper behavior on bad mood . Since then , I

seldom talk with them , not even the feelings that hidden inside my brain . GOSH ! ! ! ! I really

felt lonely in this weekend , no talk , just music and studies accompanied with me . My favorite is

talking but not for this weekend , all because of this 'problems' . This afternoon , I just got a

sudden intention to get back to them . . . . . but I just can't make it . I can't ' pass ' my ego

personality . REGRET word displayed on my FOREHEAD , I shouldn't start this argument from

the beginning . . . . . . . the solution for me now is to WAIT . . . . waiting for the chances to come ! !

! ! Suddenly I recalling the issues of (WHY I WANNA CREATE BLOG) ? ? ? ? This question

been bothering me since now . . . . . firstly my reason is because I influenced by my secondary

school friends 's blog , one day I accidentally saw my friend's personal message displayed a blog '

address . . . . I was thinking why that 'stupid' guy will have a BBBLLOOGG ! ! !

Unbelievable matters for me , as I was

concern that his writing skill and personality wouldn't allows him from creating a blog ? ? ? ? But

I still pressed the link and see his ' work of art ' . . . . the result is really surprised me . . . although

his word is unproper matters but I can seen that his word is full of touching feelings , especially a

tittle that wrote by mandarin word . . . I tried myself very hard to see the content of this '

mandarin article ' . I was touched after saw his article . . . . I can't recall it back the content but

it's something to do with his love relationship .

Maybe that's the ' feelings ' that inspired me to go into this BIG NEW WORLD (blog)that

full of anonymous around the world . Starting I just want to express all my feelings that been

through in daily routines . But I'm touched that all my friends especially my secondary school 's

friends 'accidentally' discovered my blog , and give me some advices , Thanks . . . . . . .

But this moments , A lots of doubts hanging on my mind , (WHY I WANNA CREATE

BLOG)
? ? ? ? But actually the REAL REASON I created this blog . . . . . . . . after few minutes I

've found my CONFIRMED ANSWER , actually is not inspired by my friend's blog . Is because

there's no other way for me to SPEAK OUT MY VOICES in my mind . . . . this is the only way of

releasing my ' word ' that hidden inside my MIND . . . . . Luckily everyday I can chat with my

friends , but at night only way is to speak with BLOG ! ! ! ! !

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Sunday, August 30, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »

Erm . . . . . . it's 12.45pm already , should I be getting ready to revise my HE (stupid history subject) or whatever subject that be held in next week's exam ? ? Why my spirits of study history is GONE ever since I'm finished my SPM (SIJIL PELAJARAN) . Maybe after 6 months I had boycott with STUDY this word for too many times . . . . during that time I been playing , sleeping , enjoying the GREATNESS of being a FREE MAN .

After I entered college all situation seems to be difference , mainly because all my friends 're 'too excited' on entering college , so their curiosity of the selected subjects they're chosen really 'Great' . But for me which previously a science stream student will has some difficulty of getting used to all the 'fresh' subject (especially english educated accounting) . Economy . . . . secondary school i didn't touch this subject before , moreover this time it's using english word ! ! ! Luckily I'm managed to understood the 'theories' . . . . . . If chemistry or physic maybe I will be more 'relax' of understanding the 'english educated' word .

This wednesday back to Klang I would think that I will more concentrate on my revision , mainly because at K.L rented room there ,I always 'non-stop' watching Hong kong drama ( 绝代商骄) , hang out with my friends , and doing something useless . . . . . . . . (-.-)But unfortunately , yesterday I took 3hours only can finished revised chapter 5 and 7 of HE notes . GOSH ! ! ! ! where is my sejarah(history) spirit ! ! ! ! ! FOrm 5 my favourite subject is sejarah but why in college I can't even tried myself to memorize it in detail . . . . . ? ? ? ? I want my SPIRIT BACK ! ! ! ! !

This tuesday I wore 'mouth' mask to school . . . . all people seems like giving me a curious eyes ' issit this guy got any disease ' ? ? ? ? CCCCHHHHOOOOOIIII . . . . that day I just take a pre caution , nothing to do with H1N1 pandemic OK ! ! ! ! Some of my friends purposely keeping a certain distances with me . . . . .I know they're joking , and I'm not mind but I really 'kill' them of making fun of this issues . . . . if like this ,then last sunday i shouldn't hang out with my friends which 2 of them is from China 'scare man' . . . . .





TODAY MY ' DJ ' RECOMMENDED ME A SONG WHICH IS FROM Colbie Calliat NAMED Fallin For You . . . . THE LYRIC IS JUST AWESOME , AMAZED ME AGAIN . . . . BUT TRULY NOTHING TO DO WITH MY FEELING . . . . . . HAHAHA


I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

Song Information

Released June 29, 2009
Recorded 2009
Genre Pop, Ballad
Length 3:34
Label Universal Republic
Writer Colbie Caillat and Rick Nowels
Producer Rick Nowels,John Shanks and Ken Caillat

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Friday, August 28, 2009 Posted in | | 0 Comments »



Finally . . . . . . . . . . . finally this wednesday I can get back to Klang , every time I'll be tremendously excited and happy . . . . . . Because I can spend my entire times with my family by talking , sleeping , shopping , eating and most importantly ' salary time ' Hahahaha . . . . Normally , I be getting back Klang every friday afternoon when I finished my History subject .

But this week is different . . . know why ? ? ? This week I decided to skip 2 days classes which is thursday and friday . next week I'll be having our last semester exam or should be final examination , so no attendance is record during this week's classes .(mean we're free to skip our classes) . Our friends planned to skip the IA(accounting) lecture since the lecturer so ' fierce ' and always banned us from talking during lectures . But I strongly suggested that we should ' see ' our accounting lecturer one last time before we 're regret ' Actually I lazy to back so fast' . But after I'm back Klang only I realized that this decision that I had made is truly wrong . . .

After listened the lecturer mumbling for around 2 hours , our guys began 100% awaken from our dreams . . . . because during the lectures me and my another friend are listening to music without paying ' full attention ' of what that (fierce lecturer) trying to explain . We 're packing our bag and ready to get back klang as soon possible , I just afraid the KL SENTRAL is crowded by rushing people . But luckily , the LRT station is not as many people as I've expected , maybe I still got chances to have a seat inside the LRT . As usual , when we're arrived the KLCC station there's a lots a lots of peoples included foreign tourists occupied the LRT without any empty spaces left . I also damn shy while ' sticked ' with a young girl in the LRT , 'I think she 's younger than me one year ' , and she's also keep on smiling at me , maybe

At last we 're arrived to our destination , but still need to take another train(KTM) and suffer for another hour only can reach my hometown , GOSH ! ! ! ! the train is 5.03pm arrive and now the time is 4.57pm , Me and my friend quickly rushed down the tunnel and queue in order to get a better seat . But unfortunately , as I 've expected the people is tremendously large , how I gonna get inside that train ! ! ! ! !

When that KTM arrived , and opened the STUPID door ,all people seems like rushing into a place of money ,why Malaysian so 'good' attitude in rushing , the peoples inside the KTM haven't out of that door ,the outside people straight away going inside without letting others out first . At first I was looking at them with a curious eyes (why they do something like that) unbelievable . After that a malay girl can't stand it anymore by getting sticked , she say WE'RE HAVEN'T OUT OF KTM STOP PUSHING US IN AGAIN with a loud tones . . . . . that time I smiling at them , but also with a disappointed feelings .I decided to wait another train because the situation really freaking me OUT ! ! ! !

15 minutes passed , the second train finally arrived , but WHY the people still so mucHH . . . . . although its not as many as the previous one . I told my friend that this time I will used all my energy to force myself in getting inside that STUPID KTM ! ! ! Finally I have managed to get inside but in ' crucial ' condition . . . . . . . I finally figure out why my friend told me that don't take train after 5 pm , because its really really really small spaces for me to stand ,or should I say can't bearly stand steady with holding a stupid hanger . That moment I do really felt a sudden headache and stomache . Headache is because the air inside is very little for so many of us to breath , stomache is because just now all people in front of me force them selves to get inside , they pushed me accidentally by their ' belly ' .

Station after station I had passed through , and seems like the people're ' disappear ' one by one , I finally can take a deep breath but a nasty breath because the surrounding is freaking stinks ' smell of sweat and fart ' Hahahaha . . . . . . . an hours later which reminded me with the time 6.25 displayed in front of my eyes . I had finally reached my Telok Gadong station which means I in Klang ! ! ! ! ! ! ! WHAT A EXPERIENCE . . . . . . a truly sweaty RIDE ! ! ! ! Hope next week I won't encounter this ever again . . . . . . . I shouldn't attend my accounting lectures and just get back Klang as soon as possible . THis lessons is just OPEN MY MIND WIDELY about what Malaysian truly are . . . . . . .MALAYSIA BOLEH ! ! ! !

A JOURNEY OF A THOUSANDS MILES OF SUFFERING MUST BEGIN WITH A SINGLE MISTAKE T0T

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